The loyal losers always come back. Just when they think they are able to quit, one new photo can spark a reject into a tizzy of adoration.
Letter to me from a top Mandy worshipper.
Wow! I have truly missed Mandy! It feels so great, so crazy and yet so
scary to be in her control again. Laughter, driving me mad as she
invades my head. Every dollar is a drug, every session a cherished view.
Would her feet look so beautiful without her lovely body, sexy voice or
the knowledge that I am hers and for her. Maybe it is all in the knowing,
the surrender, the loss which I love in her gain. I believe in her
greed, worship in her superior shadow. I dream of much, but deserve what I
get. I am a pathetic loser, my manhood lost at her feet, begging and
trembling for abuse. And then release, with its humiliation, the disgust
in my weakness and my lack of control ; soon replaced by a longing a
need a shame that all I want is more or more for her. Thanks Mandy.
Thanks for nothing which is more than I deserve. Thanks for everything which
you have taken and will take. Thanks and enjoy everything you deserve.
Devoted....
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